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Wow, this sure looks important, doesn't it? That's because Tripod has screwed up its editing software and won't allow me to change the font. So it's all bold, italic, and huge, even though I don't want it to be. There's not a whole lot I can say in this update, though, aside from another reassurance that I'm not dead, just incapable of doing a real update to the site with new pictures. That sucks. The only real edit I was able to do was to the Links page, and that was removing the link to "Nancy." If you want to know why, you can read all about her real story here: http://www.geocities.com/boy2womanhoax/ It really sucks, though, kind of like finding out there's no Santa Claus. I guess it was a good story, but it's over now. As for me, I'm still around, just not able to upgrade the site with all the new pictures I've taken of myself over the past year. (I can't believe it's been that long since I updated the gallery.) I've reached the limit of what Tripod will allow me to do for free, and I can't afford to pay for the increased access like I'd hoped to several months ago. I'm considering starting up a new page somewhere else like Myspace or maybe another free site that allows lots of space for pictures. If I do, I'll be sure to write about it here. (I kind of wonder if anyone still reads this page, though.) That's all I can say about me at the moment. Take care everyone. I miss being able to be actively involved in this site, but hopefully I'll be able to fix things soon.

Hi again! Yes, as Richard Pryor once said, "I'm not dead yet...!" Well, he's dead now, but you get the idea.

The usual excuses for not updating apply: busy life, lack of time, lack of money, blah blah blah. But I'll at least give you all a hint on what's been going on: I moved. I got a new job, moved a few hundred miles away, and have been dealing with that. Where I live now is not too terribly far away from where I used to be, but it's far enough that the people I met through URNA who kept wanting to meet up with me can stop now. I'm out of range.

I may or may not update my URNA profile to show where I actually am now. I'm not sure. Maybe I prefer the anonymity. Really, I was never comfortable with the way that URNA displayed both my age and my city and state. That just seems pretty intrusive if you ask me. The email (and chat) correspondence that resulted from that experience last year were interesting and fun, at least up to a point. Email and chat can be fun, and they were. I may do more of that sometime soon.

In the meantime, I'm still waiting for a point when I can truly update this site with new pictures and all that. That should happen within the next couple of months, since I'll soon be able to afford it. Whee!!!

Hi everyone. It's been over a month since I updated, so I thought I'd pop in and say hi. I've been busier than usual recently with all sorts of life stuff, though nothing I really want to get into here.

To anyone who has emailed me recently, including those I was trying to keep up a more regular correspondence with, sorry. There's just way too much going on with me right now for me to keep up. Hopefully things will normal out soon enough for me to get back to it all again.

I'm also not sure when I'll be able to add more pictures. I'm now at the absolute limit that Tripod allows, so if I want to add anything more (which I do), I'll have to start paying for the site, which I totally can't afford right now. I hope that will change soon, too. If I could figure out how to get it to work right, I'd set up a PayPal button just to properly whore myself out on the internet and beg everyone to help me pay for the site. ;)

Speaking of future updates, the lovely and wonderful Tiffany, whom you'll find on my Links page, was kind enough to convert clips from some of my older videotapes (1996 to 1998) to DVD. That means that I will be able to upload screen captures from that era that are much higher quality than the crappy ones you see in there now. Again, though, that will have to wait until I've got the time and money to do it.

So be patient everyone, keep me bookmarked, and stay on the lookout. And feel free to email; I appreciate any kind words, and who knows, you may just be lucky enough to catch me in a non-busy mood. :)

For all of you who have been aware of me for a while and been thinking, "When is she ever going to update? And where does she get off complaining about those other people on her Links page who never update their sites?" Well, here you go. I finally updated. (I've been doing a few little stealth updates to the site here and there over the past week or so, adding a few pictures and links, but I had to save the major update until now.) As I said when I first put up this site in August or whenever it was, I live an extremely busy life that doesn't allow much time for updating, let alone for dressing up as much as I want to and all of that. But I do what I can, and I know that there are lots of you out there wanting to see lots more of me (could she be a little more arrogant, you ask?), so bear with me while I navigate the trials and tribulations of a busy life, the limitations of running a free website (I can't decide which is worse, the slow and crappy interface or the ever-shrinking bandwidth), an ever-shrinking budget, and...

Well anyway, enough bitching.

It's been quite interesting for me these past few months since I put this site up. Thanks everyone for all of the kind emails, literate and illiterate alike. It's nice getting attention, being admired, all of that. I was so closeted for so many years, so being so out and in the open online has been quite an eye-opener! Putting a profile on the URNotAlone website was a real turning point, and it was amazing to get several thousand hits in just a few days. It's not that I've never been out of the house as Rebecca before, but all of that "real life" experience is quite different from the idea of thousands of people all over the world seeing me as the pretty little woman that I've always loved being. And yes, I like that feeling.

Long-time readers of my site may recall that I was hoping to get a digital camera so I could get some higher quality pictures of myself for this site. And woo! I got one!